Tuesday, September 13, 2011

A blessed September


Assalamualaikum wbth.

The end of Ramadhan. The beginning of Syawal. However, the most awaiting Eid for me, bid goodbye 2 weeks ago. And now, Puasa Enam pulak. 3 more days to go. Hope I am blessed with good health to continue it tomorrow. InsyaALLAH.


One more day left before my family and I, all together depart to KL, and New Zealand next, for my graduation day. The most awaiting moment for a student who already finished her studies. Semoga perjalanan pergi dan pulang kami dijauhkan dari segala masalah, be it on immigration stuff, health, expenses, and everything. Hopefully everything will be easy, as easy as ABC org kampung penambang kata. Heee.



See you soon UoA!


And the list of events in September will go on and on. September 2011, please be good to me.

I am happy for the gift from above. I just wanna smile. Will update soon after coming back from New Zealand :))


p/s : Semoga dia and keluarga juga dipermudahkan urusan dalam segala segi. Ameen.





Sunday, August 21, 2011

10 hari mencari cinta-Nya


Assalamualaikum wbth.

Pejam celik pejam celik, tinggal lagi 10 hari je untuk kita berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan Al Mubarak ni. Tahun ni cukup sebulan puasa (minus hari yang diwajibkan untuk tidak berpuasa. Heee) kt rumah after 4 years being apart from my beloved family. Seronok sangat. Especially bila berbuka satu family kt meja makan. Waaahh. Memang betul la kan Allah cakap, kegembiraan bagi yang berpuasa tu adalah sewaktu kita berbuka puasa.


Teringat ketika sambut Ramadhan kt tempat org. Kita berpuasa tp orang2 sekeliling sedap sekali menjamu selera. Masuk kawasan Quad kat uni tu, macam2 bau makanan mencucuk2 lubang hidung. Elok berjalan nak gi kelas, selamba je waitress starbucks offer free drink samples. Dah tak merasa dah makan nasi beriyani arab dgn lamb shank besar gile beramai2 dalam satu dulang.


And part paling seronok sekali bila pakai telekung pastu slamber je jalan on the main road masa nak gi terawih. Sampai ade yang bertanya "Are you going to church to get married?" Haha. Gelak besar sebab rasa mcm kelakar. Telekung tu konon2 macam veil la agaknya bagi diorang tu. Tahun ni berterawih kat sini, the environment sangat berbeza. Dah takde dah jelingan2 asing bila bertelekung di luar rumah. Dah takde tazkirah by Sheikh Rafat after abes 4 rakaat of terawih. Dah takde rasa nyaman sejuk menggigil bila nak alik from terawih. Sekarang ni lepas terawih, cepat2 masuk kereta pasang aircond. hahaha. Different places different perangai and ragam. Tapi kat mana2 pun kita, kita tetap serve the one and only Allah SWT. Kita tetap dapat pahala kalau kita buat kebaikan dan dosa kalau kita buat kejahatan. InsyaALLAH semoga amalan kita sepanjang bulan Ramadhan ini dan juga bulan2 yang lain dapat membawa kita kepada pertemuan dgn Sang Pencipta Yang Maha Agung.


Sebenarnya nak share sikit kegembiraan kegembiraan yang disebut Allah bagi mereka yang berpuasa. Tapi terbebel lebih la pulak. haha. Meh2 try baca sikit ape yg ada kat bawah ni :


Kegembiraan pertama , kegembiraan ketika berbuka, iaitu kegembiraan dengan nikmat yang telah Allah SWT berikan kepadanya dengan menyempurnakan puasanya. Ibadah ini termasuk amal2 soleh yang paling utama, namun berapa banya orang yang terhalang dari puasa. Selain itu, ia juga bergembira dengan apa yang kembali dihalalkan Allah untuknya seperti makanan, minumam dan persetubuhan, mengingat hal2 tersebut sebelumnya diharamkan pada saat sedang berpuasa.



Kegembiraan kedua ialah kegembiraan ketika berjumpa dengan RabbNya dengan keredhaan dan kemurahanNya. Ia gembira dengan membawa pahala puasanya. Ketika dia mendapatkan pahalanya di sisi Allah SWT yang telah disediakan untuknya, ketika dikatakan kepadanya,

“Mana orang-orang yang berpuasa, hendaklah dia masuk surga dari pintu Ar-Royyan, yang hanya dimasuki oleh orang-orang yang berpuasa.”


Kegembiraan ketiga, kita juga dapat bergembira karena puasa mampu memberikan syafaat kepada pelakunya pada hari kiamat. Diriwayatkan dari ‘Abdullan bin ‘Amrradhiallaahu ‘anhuma, bahwasanya Nabi shalallahu ‘alaihi wasallam bersabda,


“Puasa dan al-Qur’an akan memberi syafa’at kepada seorang hamba pada Hari Kiamat. Puasa berkata, ‘Wahai Rabbku, aku telah menghalanginya dari makan dan syahwatnya di siang hari, maka izinkan aku memberi syafa’at kepadanya.’ Al-Qur`an berkata, ‘Aku telah menghalanginya dari tidur di malam hari, maka izinkan aku memberi syafa’at kepadanya.”



Kegembiraan keempat, kebahagiaan terhadap puasa sebagai kaffarat (pelebur) dosa-dosa. Nabi SAW pernah bersabda,

“Fitnah (kelalaian) seseorang pada keluarga, harta, anak, dan tetangganya dapat dilebur dengan shalat, puasa dan sedekah.”



And rugilah sapa2 yang tak reti nak berpuasa di bulan Ramadhan ni kan?


Takpe. Masih belum terlambat lagi. Need to speed up for the last 10 days. Jadikan puasa kita macam teh tarik, awalnya manis, akhirnya lagi manis. Bukan macam tebu. Awalnya sahaja yang manis tetapi tawar di hujung nya.




Tuesday, August 9, 2011

New Chapter of My Life

Assalamualaikum wbth.

I was away from the blogging world. 3 months on hiatus. Lot of things happened. Lot of things erased. Lot of things improved. And a new chapter begins. And all I can do is praying for everything comes along my way will always be good and great and kind to me :)

My life as a student in New Zealand is all done. I am no longer belong to that Aotearoa land. But all the memories and experiences gained throughout my 4 years will never be forgotten. And now, my new chapter begins. I need to think of what I should do next. We are planning and at the same time, He is planning with His love as well.

Today, I just received an email from the university with the title "Graduation Application Confirmed". Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. I will be back New Zealand! And this time around with all my family members. I'm still waiting for my mum's visa application to be processed by NZ Immigration Office in Singapore, and I just hope everything is fine, so that all of us can be there without any hassles.

And this Ramadhan is the first Ramadhan after 4 years with my family members. I am all blessed. After facing too many obstacles just to get back to my home country, I am finally here in Malaysia. Thanks to Him for giving me the chance to still have this feeling. The feeling of sitting and eating together with all family members in this barakah holy month. And tomorrow is the tenth day of fasting, and I am not yet have the chance to visit the nearest Bazar Ramadhan. Mum's cook is waaaaaayyyyy better than any other dishes there! Alhamdulillah :)

And I still have big things in mind, especially in September. And I need to have myself be sooo organized so that everything will be placed perfectly according to the plans. Ameen.


P/S : And meeting you eye-to-eye, face-to-face was just great. Thanks for waiting. Thanks for everything love :)

Thursday, May 26, 2011

A year older, a year wiser

Assalamualaikum wbth.

Jeng jeng jeng. Entry bergambar yeeee kali ni.
Hehe.
Mencapub sekali sekala ape salahnye kan? :P





I am now 24. Last 17th May 2011, marked another year, added to my young and sweet 23 number. Gosh. Being 24 is seriously giving me a different meaning. A totally different feeling from my previous birthdays. I am now a grown up woman. And I just cant believe that Im going to be in mid-20s group next year. Haha. People said that, having too much birthdays will give us wrinkles. Too good to be true huh?

It's not that being old that I wanna complain about. No. It's not that. Seriously. It's like, I still feel that I am my mother's sweet little girl (sweet ke? haha), who always go and seek for her every time I have things to talk and share about life. Haha. Im not in denial state la kawan2. Cume terasa cepat betul masa ni berlalu.

However, I am sooooooo grateful and blessed to be given so much nikmat in my life. A very loving supportive family who will always be there for me, no matter what happened, happens and will happen in the future. I am also pleased and thankful to God to give me bunch of friends that I can consider as bestmates, who will never leave me alone, if I were in my hard time. This is like my 4th time celebrating my birthday far away from my beloved family. But to celebrate it with good friends is also a great gift from God. And alhamdulillah, I have 3 consecutive meaningful days this May 2011. A very unexpected May for me, but still, I am blessed at 24 :)







Makan makan with housemates @ The Mustard Seed Restaurant,
Auckland City Hotel
*FYI, the old man with white mustache is not my housemate LOL. He's a random uncle from USA, who stayed at the hotel and just came down to have his dinner*


Back from dinner, I went to usrah and then here they were, with a very surprised party for me. Sebok hias rumah while I was at usrah kan?
Thanks sangat2 la korang! Menjadi sangat2 surprised korang kali ni. Tahniah!




Erwan, the cupcakes maker! Terbaik :)

The girls I close with here in Auckland :)

With Bedah, ex-housemate during my first year

Erwan dan pembantunya :P *ko bantu ke shidee?*

BANG BANG! heeee


Thanks again korang! You really2 made my day even though it was like 4 days late celebration :P




Monday, May 9, 2011

Mothers Are Merciful


Assalamualaikum wbth

Happy Mother's Day to all beautiful mothers on each sides of the world. And a very special dedication to my dearest, one and only mother. I love you not because of this special day, but I love you for who you are to me, every single days till the end of time. I always wonder, how did you find energy to do all the things you did single-handedly, without a man called husband at your side. Being a teacher, a nurse, and a counselor to me and adik adik since the day we were born. How did you do it all, being a chauffeur, cook and friend, yet find time to be our best playmate. I just can't really understand. And one simple answer from you every time I asked was "Kakak akan faham one day bila kakak jadi ibu nanti". I am now a growing lady, but I'm not a mother, yet, but all I can see now is Love, that made you come whenever I'd call. Mother's love is the fuel that enables a normal human being to do the impossible. Your inexhaustible love, I always thank you, for it all. I love you, but I know you love me even more. Selamat Hari Ibu Cek!




A human body can bear only upto 45 Del (unit) of pain.

But at the time of giving birth, a woman feels upto 57 Del of Pain.

This is similar to 20 bones getting fractured at a time!!!!


Anas ibn Malik said, “A woman came to ‘A’isha and ‘A’isha gave her three dates. She gave each of her two children a date and kept one date for herself. The children ate the two dates and then looked at their mother. She took her date and split in it two and gave each child half of it.

The Prophet, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, came and ‘A’isha told him about it. He said, ‘Are you surprised at that? Allah will show her mercy because of her mercy towards her child.’


p/s : Sayangilah ibu kita selagi masih diberi kesempatan. Jangan menyesal di kemudian hari apabila mereka tiada lagi di sisi. Doakan kesejahteraan mereka di dunia dan di akhirat kelak :)